Do not take this as something to worry about. This is more for creative purposes and may end up in something I make. Its a combination of feelings I’m still working through. Know that I am okay or will be. I have had lots of support and love from good friends and family.
Anguish is a constant companion
Not much solace in sleep
My happiness left when they did.
My foundation has crumbled.
My sanctuary destroyed
My soul withering
What disguise will I wear today?
Is there a difference between myself and the facade.
A perpetual aberration
Masking the anguish
A facade for others sake
Refusing the display of my soul